Tomorrow i start detoxing. i kind of started today then i realized i had some spinach alfredo pizza in the fridge leftover from my thanksgiving weekend pigout.
i couldn't waste that. no sir.
so today i went to work without a breakfast plan.. i didn't eat till 11:30 (i wake up at 5am so by 11:30 i am STARVING) then i made a small side salad... and drank my third glass of tea... i then went pee like three times. when i got off work i thought i was going to die so imagine my own suprise when i stopped everything on my way of out shop n save to grab a banana out of my cart and inhaled most of it before i even got out to my car... then i grabbed an apple that was inhaled before i even got home.
THEN i came home and ate the pizza.
lesson: starve all day, lose will power. a real problem i've had since having this job. nothing healthy to eat then i am STARVING and will eat everything in site once my defenses are weekend.
tomorrow i will pack a banana and apple and some carrots.
i can't pack a cold or hot lunch because i am not allowed any storage place at my most horrific job.
speaking of, being good will be so much easier once i work at a place that ALLOWS to me bring in my own food. when i am given a proper break.
i can't wait to be done. he is the worst boss i have ever had. he actually trumps them all tenfold.
my life is going to be so much better in 1.5 weeks. i am happy.
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