diet diet diet

im sitting at home with a thin crust light cheese pizza. i have been wanting pizza all damn week. i have been eating well and not exercising. i had a rough day at work so i ordered said pizza. yum.

every choice i make i make in hopes of having a baby. i barely drink. i take vitamins. i eat healthy. i don't make concrete vacation plans in hopes ill be pregnant.
i eat drink sleep baby having. i have gone beyond baby fever. i have baby disease.

i really enjoyed doing fight for air climb last year. however, i did not do it this year because i did not want to sign up knowing we were trying to make baby happen. i did not think 30 flights of stairs and pregnancy mixed.

now i know i could have done it, kept training been in better shape because it did not happen.

now i have two 5ks i am considering training for. my first thought when these were presented to me was ... what if i get.... oh i've done this before.

so i am not doing it. i am signing up. i am training...

many women have gone on with their normal lives and gotten pregnant. i am going to try better at this.

here is to fun, running, and hopefully when the time is right baby makin!