Romance

there is nothing that will suck the romance out of a marriage more than trouble with conception. Currently I have horrible cramping and am hunched in my bed praying this is just my body gearing up to ovulate. Last week the hot flashes returned and I was moody and full of anxiety (side effects). This week my attitude is better but every afternoon I try to hold my afternoon pee to come home and pee in a cup to check for ovulation. I haven't gotten a positive still. I am going to check daily until next cycle. Ugh. After much thinking this might be my last month on clomid if I do not get a positive ovulation. People say when you stop trying is when it happens... But they say that when you stop looking for love you find it. I was always looking for love and I will never stop trying. I just don't think clomid is working for me. I need to re analyze and try new techniques. Right now I just look at my friends daughter and know there is reasons to never give up. Besides John and i finally found a boys name we like.