i am on the verge of being the earliest bridezilla ever.
I am NOT happy with my progress. I am so stressed. my job doesn't help.. not one bit.
I need more money, a new house, a wedding to be paid for, to be skinnier, and mostly i just feel very very lonely. this blog wasn't meant to do anything but talk about my wedding, my fitness goals, and personal training.
however i am lonely, broke, fat, and unhappy.
what is a girl to do. will i have bridesmaids who still like me come june? will i have a man who can put up with my attitude come june? will i have money to pay for the wedding? will i get a much deserved honeymoon after? will my dress fit? will i have wasted all the PT money?
I AM NOT HAPPY!
Goals for this week:
1. Set a budget
2. Find another second job
3. work out daily
4. give up drinking for the most part
5. be social
6. do a new resume
7. find a new place to live...
Apply at the walgreens on Monroe. It's just cashiering, but we need someone quickly. :)
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