Well, i neglected this blog for most of my engagement. but i decided to come back to share my life post engagement. which is seemlingly more calm and boring, which is why i will have time to blog, but it will not be at all interesting.
so my dress. I lost a total of 20 scale pounds before my wedding. not at all what i wanted, had i ordered my dress in one size small i would have had to alter it to fit. 2 sizes smaller it was still too small. my mother and i decided two weeks prior to the wedding to get it corseted. let me say the corset was the best touch of the dress. it was amazing.
my wedding was also suppose to be outside but it rained.. rained so much. so we had it in the art gallery of the springfield art association. it was still pretty just very crowded and not rehersed in the art association.. but still so beautiful. here is a link to the the pictures so far
wedding!
i had more fun that night than anyother night of my life. it was perfect. and there is a video soon! which i can't wait to see!
when john and i got back from mexico we decided we were both going to quit our jobs and go back to school fulltime in the fall and work part-time. i filled out my financial aid and nothing... no money for me in independent loans... (i only checked with salliemae which i have two previous school loans through) and lincoln land wouldn't have information on my loan until august so i would have to make a payment HOPING to get other loans.
so i was bummed. what am i suppose to do? i still don't know. john and i are staying at our jobs. i applied for a promotion i do not expect to get, and i am continuing to look for better paying jobs. i haven't given up on school but maybe this is the powers that be telling me... concentrate on family making and careet second. i don't know what the future stores. we might be moving to a house in december.. we might stay in our apartment if that works out.
i am however going on a new diet so when we do decide to make a family my body is ready. so it has been fun being lazy and gaining weight the past month..but its time to head back to the gym, detox my body, and start taking vitamins again. i needed a break from the stressful stuff... the stuff that consumed me for a year... but i am ready to be responsible again, figure out what the sivaks should do next.
so journey ahead, detoxing and auditioning... for rocky horror.. with my husband... eeek.
